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About Me Member Anime Artist Pearl S.17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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I enjoy talking to people alot. But I suck with conversations. The end.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Cerritos
  • Interests: Anime, Drawing, Manga, Comics, hanging out, RPing, tegaki...ing... xD
  • Favourite movie: Dark Knight...........♥
  • Favourite band or musician: Fall Out Boy, Beat Crusaders,Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold,Sowelu....alot...
  • Favourite genre of music: Techno, Jrock,JPop,Pop,R&B, Alternative Rock,Rock
  • Favourite artist: Any artist I watch. :3
  • Favourite style of art: ...Variety.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod, Zune.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Ehhh... I dunno. o3o
  • Favourite game: ..........idk, Guitar hero and like.... DDR... and yeah?
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii! Ps2! XBoc 360!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Don't get me started.....
  • Tools of the Trade: Bamboo Fun/ Tegaki/ Open Canvas/ Fabre Castell Colored pencils/ Copics
  • AIM: boo88you
  • MSN: lovelypomix@hotmail.com

...The Funeral

Mon Nov 9, 2009, 9:29 PM
So I came back form the funeral, hours beforehand....

The sight of my grandma... she looked so pretty....... until I saw her coffin.. go into the cremation..chamber...

Honestly.. I just saw hell for a second...... After the funeral was over they all lead everyone into this room... in which i assumed they were taking into a car or something to take her far away from here to cremate her....

But no.... it was the chamber.... and my grandma was going to go into it......

..... the sight of the coffin, slowly moving into it.. horrified me... I ran out of hte room and squeezed my boyfriend tightly alogn with my brothers... holding back my tears....

I'm sorry but I really... this is my first time experiencing this with a family member I cared for the most and I had to vent it out somewhere..

Just..... wow... it hit me so hard to see that... I was scared shitless to see that...

I never knew my fears would come to life.... First was the fact that my grandma has died in front of my eyes, and I had to touch her cold lifeless body...... The fact I saw her body again... the fact that everything that happened to my grandma.. I was sad, and depressed in the process... Just, crushed...

I'm going to try and stay happy, just for her, I'll try not to complain, just for her. I'll try to be a better person, just for her, so she can be even more proud, and be able to brag it to grandpa in heaven.

Her ashes are going to come homee soon, and we'll have to sprinkle it all ion the rivers in Thailand.... I hope she's at peace now and her house in heaven is finally done being in construction.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Paramore, Little Boots
  • Reading: this journal entry.

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:iconpomspom:
YEAAAAAASSSS?

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:iconkingston-arakite:
poking around on subeta found your page great gallery you have really nice art so I figured I would pop in and say hello.... so... hello lol

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If I had a brain I would be f***ing dangerous.
:iconpomspom:
OH my, how random! And a lovely Hey-looooo to you too! Thank you so much for telling me <333

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:iconkingston-arakite:
hehe no problem I am a very random person.

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If I had a brain I would be f***ing dangerous.
:iconinailp0lish:
HEY. HEY YOU.














I DON'T LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND.


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If God was real, he would follow me on my new account! ~maplekey
:iconpomspom:
HEY HEY YOU YOU














I THINK YOU NEED A NEW ONE.

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:iconinailp0lish:
HEY HEY YOU YOU














I COULD BE YOUR GIRLFRIEEEEEND.


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If God was real, he would follow me on my new account! ~maplekey
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OH WELL HAY THAR

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[14:55] KAMi DAiSAKU: "I have to go to my brother's funeral bye."
[14:55] otakupup: "My mom just died, brb."
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O WELL HI THARRR

FANCY MEETING YOU -tips hat-

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